Gracie20

October has come to us already.  It is starting to get cold out.  Raining, drizzly weather has hit my home.  And I feel it.  I feel it in ways most people do not. October has always been a bad month for me.  Well actually you can add in November and December.  But the spiral always starts around the end of October.  Fitting, if you think about it. October 1982.  Most can not recall what was going on during that month of the year 1982.  Unfortunally I do.  I recall it in my dreams, more often then I want to admit to.  I relive that night over and over again.  Picking it apart.  Wondering "Could I have done something to stop the event?"  The